~enactment of a drama wilted bitch~

Thursday, July 31, 2003

.her faculty for composing words of wisdom.

am pissed wif everytin!!!
*sinGz*
ma baby u r d reaSon i couLd fly
and cos of u i doNt haf to wOnder why
baby you there's no more juZ gettin by
ur d reasOn i feel so alive

.pinked pencil. 10:49 AM
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Wednesday, July 30, 2003

.her faculty for composing words of wisdom.

juZ came back, met ma ins agent together wif pimp. uuiikkss tired. had dinner. blog blog blog blog blog blog *yaWnZ*

~o~
niteZ pepens
2moro will be a new day...

.pinked pencil. 11:28 PM
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.her faculty for composing words of wisdom.

wOke up, mandiK, meKap, caTch d bus.. sleep.. ZzZzzzZZZ.. nantok siak!!! reaChed off, got maseLf bfast. wOnders why everyone's lookin at me.. hmm. sum1 said heLLo, sum1 said hi, sum1 said beautifoOL lady... wots wrong wif dem??? yest an angmOh came up to me, askin me out fer coffee. ya ya we exchanged fone nos, gave him ma namecard but i bet he's not gonna call. pimp bet wif me dat d angmOh's gonna call me aite.. budduh! he juz dont understand dat these pepens are blardy stoOpid.. we'll c..

~o~
had bfaSt pepens??

~o~
ma leZzie, ur not mad at me r u? am oni distributing d pix to ya. hahah dat was uGly... hehe
mahLap, hope ur fine aite.
eSboK, wot happen to yr go bLoG?? gone?? hows u? balik je sakit.. kekekeke

oh well, am juZ toKin to d waLL... arrrgghhhhhhh

.pinked pencil. 10:52 AM
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Tuesday, July 29, 2003

.her faculty for composing words of wisdom.

knock off from blaRdy office at 6.40pm, home straight *maMa's gerL*...
wOc teebee, simpLy did nOtin after dinner.. m hungrY now. poyot apa lah nie gaknyer, skit skit lapo.. giLer!
still in d prOcess of updating ma webbie.. ceH..

hmm wOnderz wOt ma gerLz r dOin.. buRkong.. hahah budduh!
eSbok, ko dah balik lom?
hmm m outz, nak mandi ah. gOin to bed earLy i guess.. *yaWnz*

~o~
niteZ pepens

.pinked pencil. 9:54 PM
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.her faculty for composing words of wisdom.

pepagik dah cam siak keje! boss perangai ako pon perangai! makaih last bobal maYu siak.. ah vOt d heLL, it's ma bLog so ako pe suka ah! bingit siak! budduh nyer auditors! mampOs tak nak! ah kan, bebel banyak dah tak guner! tu tak bley ni tak bley, menyusahkan! cam pOndaN ah~!

~o~
mOrnin pepenS
nari ako rasa cam sOyal... sOyal pon tak rasa cam akO...

.pinked pencil. 10:58 AM
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Monday, July 28, 2003

.her faculty for composing words of wisdom.

i gOt d maGic clit
i'm on fire, liCk once, i get LiCked twice
i am d baDDest chiCk
shoRty u donT belieVe me then cOm wif me toniTe
and i'll shOw ya maGic
wOt wOt maaGiCcCc.. uhuK uhuK
i gOt d maGic cliT

lil B not a whOre
but i Sex niGga sO guD he gotta teLL his bOys...

.pinked pencil. 1:37 PM
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.her faculty for composing words of wisdom.

dOs werds still sTuck in ma heaD..
*yawnZ* another faRkin mOnday..

~o~
mOrnin pepeNs..

.pinked pencil. 9:43 AM
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Sunday, July 27, 2003

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stiLL runnin in ma sysTem...
m confused, still..

~o~
all out wif pimp last nite. club hoppin yeaH. had fun. m dead tired...

.pinked pencil. 7:12 PM
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Saturday, July 26, 2003

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hmm it's almost 2pm and i've not eaten my lunchie.. woke up early today, mama wanted me to accompany her & nyai to polyclinic.. tot i cOuld sleep till lunchtime but nah, was forced to. arrgghhh
pimp bought me a baRbie doll yest. heheh kinda cute cos all dis while he's been buying toys fer himself. i want sumtin too so in d end i chose dat pweety doll. d name's shay... hahah.. got her sum clothes, did her hair, so suwit like me.. keh keh keh. dis s wOt u call "gettin a life"!! pick up a new hobby, tryout new things, new places, meet new pple.. *duH*
supos 2 go out later to ma cuz's plc, she mOved house. ya well pple got married, bought house, build new life. wot abt ma life?? suX.. tot of goin out tonite to chiLL, s usuaL. hmm i'll tiNk abt dat.
gtg, lunchie time...

~o~
m suffOcating...

.pinked pencil. 1:36 PM
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Friday, July 25, 2003

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m tired. juz got back earlier. didnt eat much cos d alcohol's still runnin in ma system. not been sleepin well cos been tinkin toO muchie. been out almOst every nite, tot it cOuld ease ma mind, but hell no, it onLy gave me headaChe.
went out wif ma gerLs last nite, had lotSa fun wif dem. d crowd's at china baR was not too bad, i felt like home. john molina, however *tuT* u speLL his name, was playin, he's goOd ya... but too bad i left him cOs he cut his hair.. told him he'd loOk ugly, he juZ wouldnt liSten. uuiikksss muehehehe *wiNks*
pimp was der wif me and ma gerLs all d way. feel seCured wif him around but *siGh* shit juz happen over and over again.. m tired of all dis stuff. but ya, things r oK fer now, hopefully it'll laSt..
guess i gOt to mOve on wif woteva feelins i have towards sissy. it hurts aite, to let him go. i cant lie to maseLf. juZ couldnt afford to lose an 8yr old relationship... *siGh* m sinKing.. again

~o~

m sOrry to get ya involved last nite. u were der, u saw. sorry to tRouble u again and again. thanx fer stayin wif me...

~o~

niteZ pepenS
be thaNkful fer wOt u haf...

.pinked pencil. 10:29 PM
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Thursday, July 24, 2003

.her faculty for composing words of wisdom.

woke up, late fer werk. m tired. moodleSs but tried to keep ma mind occupieD wif thinGs dat i hate mOst now.. werk.. neva had dis feelin b4, love ma joB love ma bOss but too bad he'll be gone in a mth's time. *suX* he tendered his resig letter last 2 days. made up his mind to leave dis doOmed off of mine. m stiLL tinKin of movin on but... *siGh* let's C how it gOes.. gonna miss him bOy!

.pinked pencil. 2:21 PM
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Wednesday, July 23, 2003

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juz got back from mtg sissy. tired and sleepy *siGh*..
didnt talk much tho but d feelingz still der. i cant lie to maself.
m sinking...

niteZ pepens
~mOi conFuseD~

.pinked pencil. 11:30 PM
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.her faculty for composing words of wisdom.

gosh i'm in no mood. d day's draggin.. gettin fedup wif werk, life sux. had beehoon soup fer lunch, didnt finish it. d food sux.. d pple sux.. d office sux, still..
datang ah ni aku punyer bosan tak sudah... maybe m confused, maybe m tired. muz b d weather (o;=
~o~

.pinked pencil. 2:27 PM
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uuikk.. dah lawo blog ako.. hehe thanx to mahLap.. serious ah me blur doing blogs, ah ni lah korang gara2 suroh ako buat kan, ah lah nie ako buat tapi... tapi... nvm..
good morning pepens. as usual was late fer werk. bz collating papers fer fri's mtg... arrgghhh didnt even haf time fer bfast. *lapaR*

.pinked pencil. 11:00 AM
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.her faculty for composing words of wisdom.

sO how could i
turn away from the one i loVe
how could i
when i know what my heart's made of
could it be
that your soul lives inside of me
how could i ever say goodbye

.pinked pencil. 1:25 AM
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Tuesday, July 22, 2003

.her faculty for composing words of wisdom.

22 Jul 2003

mOrn peeps.. hahah my blog's up! thanX to mahL!!!
test miC one two.. mueheheh

.pinked pencil. 11:25 AM
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Thursday, July 10, 2003

.her faculty for composing words of wisdom.

test .. my first touch on tis ..

.pinked pencil. 3:00 AM
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.shay annaxon.
crab sign who is barely 18
emotional attitude mood-swinger bitch
ranked a crazy vain pot
in lovenest wif her pimp
whose dotes on family
topped off a pampered daughter
~married but available~


.myths.
impressions that last will be loved
women's best tears are diamonds
shopping has always been a passion
aromatherapy soothes the mind
beauty never fails a digital camera
pink is out-of-fashion
rock never dies

~denotes the butterfly effect~

~shared confessions~

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.current flavor.

.current prints.

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