~enactment of a drama wilted bitch~

Friday, October 31, 2003

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at last i managed to get into ma blogby... server's down earlier, couldnt get thru. it's fridae today and i'm wearin black.. cos i feel black today. supos to wear ma long sleeved striped shirt but one of da buttons came off so got no time to iron another shirt :P

dozed off in train as usual but dis morning was different. i slept like nobody's business, kept jeRkin maself, cam tido terperanjat gituh. luckily i didnt bang ma head on the "glass" window.

tried to keep maself busy at werk. lotsa things to tidy up since da flash left. he sms me earlier, been wanting to pick up his mails but no time. maybe i'll c him later. anyway we're staying in da same neighbourhood, can juz drop by his place. i need to pick up ma book at his place toO.. *shUcks* i juz remembered. how heavy is da boOk eh? heard it's BIG...

cant wait to get out of da blardy office.
hey any of ya gerls partying fer helloween tonite??? anyway bulan pose so jauh kan lah diri korang daripada tempat2 maksiat cam gini.... tak bagos

~o~
i miss u

.pinked pencil. 3:11 PM
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Thursday, October 30, 2003

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Berarak mendung kelabu
Mengekori langkahku
Sepanjang kehidupan
Penuh dugaan
Namun aku tetap aku

Kucuba dan terus mencuba
Mencapai suria
Walau membakar jiwa
Walau aku dihina
Namun aku tetap aku

Derita oh derita
Engkau di mana-mana
Walaupun jauh aku berlari
Mahupun berdiam diri
Namun indah mimpi dari realiti
Hidupku tanpa arah
Bagaikan layang-layang
Terputus talinya

Tapi pasti suatu hari nanti
Sinar suriakan menjelma

.pinked pencil. 11:19 AM
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Wednesday, October 29, 2003

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.pinked pencil. 11:56 PM
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am at werk.. didnt get enuff sleep last nite. finally pimp came home at 0530hrs...

slept in train, da minute i stepped into da cabin, grabbed a seat and i dozed off all da way to raffles place. fer da past 3 days been reaching office hmm early... not bad :P

settled maself, juz did spring cleaning at ma desk. now it's betta. brand new day, midweek, juz hoping dat ma moOd fer werk will come back soon.

today's mission : cut down on ma ciggies...

.pinked pencil. 1:46 PM
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hmm past midnite, almost 1... am still at ma blog..

pimp's not back yet, gotta werk. *siGh* how am i supos to sleep???

catch up wif hubba earlier. buka puasa at mCkenzie, old time faV. *hahah aku ni buka cam orang pose jer* had chicken rice, sotong charkway, chapchoy and hotplate beancurd. sedaaapppp... ate fer pimp but still he complained dat he's hungry :P

had a chat wif hubba over dinner, nothing much. went to PS after dat, to da new carrefour *check it out peepZ*. running out of ovaltine at home. was browsing around wen i saw these flowers over at a counter. guess wot! since hubba knows dat i lurve roses he bought me a bunch of dem.. nah, it's da cheapO ones at supermarkets wer u can get it at $6 fer 10 stalks. not dat bad eyy.. thanx hubba. i've aleady put dem in ma small vase..
tadaaaaa
chose white cos white's pure and innocent, still i prefer red.

*hint to pimp* psst.. sumtin's cummin up soOn aite :) keep dat in mind will ya...

was craving fer sushi earlier, bought sum over at a shop opp mr bean's cafe at selegie road. still in fridge, too full to eat lah. dah lah tak pose, ngidam nyer ngalahkan owang pose jer... alamak!!! aku luper kan nak makan obat!!! mati aku!!!

well got to sleep.. it's already wednesday.. hun pls be home soOn.. am missin ya *hugz*

~o~
am danCing to da muSic to sleep..

.pinked pencil. 1:06 AM
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Tuesday, October 28, 2003

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smalam aku terdelete template blog aku... smalam jugak aku tahan mata buat balik blog aku. haalaaaa.. kosong jer. budduh ah, cam bley salah tekan plak! ish!

sempat plak aku adjust blog aku jap. korang nak tau.. aku sekarang pat office towkay lama aku.. haha jadi boss kejap. kesian daripada tak berpenghuni baik aku meriahkan suasana office dia. siap pakai pc dia lagik. canggih skit dari pc aku yang pat office nie... hmm kalau aku dapat dok sini kan besh...

.pinked pencil. 4:53 PM
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Monday, October 27, 2003

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mOrnin blogby...

*siGh* got to werk got to werk.... fer 3 consecutive days been waking up at 12noon. whoa today got to force maself out of bed at 7am!
my goal : not to come to werk late :P

came office, settle ma things. relax... wwHHuushaaa... managed ma desk, clear ma voicemails, got da mails and papers, clear sum things wif "kanCiong king"... looked into ma old man's room, *siGh* he's gone, been missin him tho'.

start fresh new week, fasting month. on ma peRfect 10, ma fav song woi! ma fav song on air!!!!

.pinked pencil. 10:38 AM
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Saturday, October 25, 2003

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addiCted to : bed
today's mission : clean ma roOm... *dah jadi tempat kuCing beranak*

mOn dah start puasa eh???
hmm still thinkin, should i follow mama to orchard?
*yawNz*
time to mandik!!!!!

start mission : 1400hrs
time cheCk : 1645hrs

mission accomplished:-
change bedsheet
mop bedroom
clean dressing table
sweep floor

mama called. she's in oRchard. didnt wanna follow her, am afraid of overspending. she told me 'bout saLe!!!! arrgghh, perfumes, shoes bla bla bla... uwaaaa nak shopping!!!! she's tempting me... *sigh*

hmm time to rest. papa's out to werk, weather so gloomy. shud pamper maself later. hmm make pimp bring me out to dinner later maybe???

.pinked pencil. 12:36 PM
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Friday, October 24, 2003

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Cancer's element is Water. Symbolic of the emotions, water signs need to give and receive. They thrive on the exchange of feelings. They need security and love to be wrapped in an environment of love and comfort. Truly a wonderful example of Yin receptivity, Cancer seems to absorb memories, feelings and psychic messages. Of course, they send back their own good vibes in the process. The cardinal' motivation energizes their strong ability to provide for others. Few work as hard and as tenaciously as Cancer. Without the balance of Yang assertiveness, however, Cancer's confidence can be a bit wobbly. After all, the Crab is so very sensitive to everything. Just as the sign's ruler, the Moon, goes through phases, Cancer often experiences mood-swings. Sometimes the desire to love results in giving too much. In such cases, the Crab can become over-protective or dependent. Balanced, the Cancer adds personal independence to his or her priorities.

i dun believe in astrology but dis s juz a guide. sumtimes it's so true...

.pinked pencil. 5:35 PM
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somat menyambut deePavaLi buat owang2 hindu di pelusuk dunier. walaupun ako takde kawan india yang rapat tapi aku tetap nak ucapkan selamat hari raya pat jorang. kawan india takde tapi bf keturunan indian banyak... muehehhehe.. tall dark handsOme lah kan... aku fetish.

aniwei nari aku rilek ajer, takde visiting2 ni sumer tapi ada reunion dinner later. pssst korang buat apa pat umah? ngah mendung2 gini tido lagik best...

.pinked pencil. 3:36 PM
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Wednesday, October 22, 2003

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morning siCkness :
antidOte : maRc anthoNy ~mended~
today's mission : juZ liQuid

yesterday's emaiL wiC made me smiLe...

Dear Colleagues,

As you know by now, Tham Ming Soong, current Head of Market Risk Management (MRM) will be leaving us to join the Monetary Authority of Singapore. With his impending departure, I am pleased to announce the appointment of William Goh as Head, Market Risk Management with effect from 22 October 2003.

William has been instrumental in leading our efforts to integrate the ALCO functions into MRM and strengthening the Bank's Liquidity Management framework in a short period of time, under tight resource constraints. He has shown strong capability in effectively leading a team.

Reporting to me, William will focus on the Group market risk function, to ensure that we have the appropriate risk policy and framework, valuation models and tools for sound market and liquidity risk management. After consultation with William and Jack Foo, we have decided that the Treasury Control Unit, which was previously under MRM, will now report to Jack Foo, Head of Operational Risk Management, in addition to his current duties.

Please join me in giving your support to Jack and William in their new roles. I would like to thank Ming Soong for his contributions to OCBC and to wish him all the best for the future.

Regards
Lai Teck Poh
Head, Group Risk Management

dat means da biTch is no longer in my department!!! yeeehhaaaaaaaa

.pinked pencil. 9:56 AM
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Tuesday, October 21, 2003

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feel like blogging...

bad mOrning, bad headache, bad cramps, bad hair day, bad mood...
bad boss, been disappearing every now and then. tomorrow's supos to be his last day but he's in and out at most times. couldnt catch him, bad boss... he calls himself da flash... :P

da minute i stepped in da office, she'll be waiting fer me. no time to settle maself on ma beloved cushioned seat, she's already haunting me. if i ignore her calls, she'll be walking over to ma desk, talking to me as if she's not at fault. aarrggghhh her sight makes me siCk. she's killing me, slowly, and i hated ma job now. it's all bcos of da farkin budget system! if da blardy bank doesnt impose the new system, we'll be happily keying in da numbers in da template, no rush, numbers can be changed every now and then. but dis system is so damn stoopid dat we got to wait fer da right time to input the numbers! big time killa! feel like smashing da system. i think mahL has seen me up to ma nerves keyin da inputs.. i was swearing like hell. becos of dat, my other werk was delayed. wot?! everyday reach office do budget??? i haf betta things to do!! i'm beginning to hate ma job... she's da biTch!!!

da flash's leavin, colleague "big head" takin over, lack of experience, werk like a slave... how am i gonna handle da situation? i'd rather werk fer top management. he's a slave aite. he cant speak fer his own rights :P how to be ma boss like dat??? he's da bluRcOck!!!

ma feet's sweating non-stop. body itch till now. ma head's spinning, tummy ache like hell. am i pissed or wot?!

~o~
love wont get any betta

today's mission : juz juiCe (advised by tOwkay ming) mission failed
my vow : cut ma nails short if da bitch comes in ma way again cos i've been biting 'em!!! stress stress!!! arrrgghh.. she juz did :P

.pinked pencil. 4:33 PM
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Monday, October 20, 2003

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nari pon aku penat mampos.. balik penat, penat tak abis...
pe kena ngan blog aku? silau ke masih putih? pe jelah... penat aku buat tau...
paler sakit, poyot lapo.. jap agik aku nak mamam....

~o~
bosan

gambo kucing kesayangan aku yang giler bahaser

.pinked pencil. 10:47 PM
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Sunday, October 19, 2003

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*siGh* couldnt find d time fer everitin. juz changed ma blogby template. it took me half a day to finish it. still, am not satisfied. blogging's not ma paSsion but it's part of ma pastime. wen u feel like blurtin out, wot else can u do??? it's either u talk to sumOne abt it or juz blog.. thanx to ma gerLs who pushed me into it. but nah, wouldnt wanna waste toO much time on blogging. haf other important and betta things to think of *chuCkleS* :o)

it's comin a week and am still bleedin. damN.. takkan kedatangan tak benti2 kot... da cramps sumtimes drive me crazee. well wot da heCk, been to checkups and all da followups... still i haf no answer to it. everitin's seemed noRmal. was told dat way but sumtin muZ be wrong sumwer. even smaRties dun haf da answer. i guess, i'll juz haf to wait and see. how much longer???

juz remembered.... was thinkin of ma sis last two nites till i had a hard time sleepin. guess i missed her.

fer ma cuz, selamat pengantin baru...

~o~
nitez blogby...
bed's callin. not in da mOod fer anitin.

.pinked pencil. 10:26 PM
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nari satu hari aku dok umah.. penat... smalam cuz aku kawin so all out. nari lepak jer. nak kluar pon malas. *sigH* buat template tak ngabih2...

~o~
sesungguhnyer aku ngah bosan.

.pinked pencil. 7:36 PM
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Tuesday, October 14, 2003

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9.27am touChed down office, lambat lagik... ujan pe pasal
10.10am jemput mamam kwayteow goreng. dabis ponnn
10.38am fOcus!! werk werk werk

seorang pelajar wanita tanya kepada uztaz
"adakah haram jika saya melakukan oral seks?"...
lalu uztaz menjawab.. "masya Allah bestnyer"...
ish ish ish...

11.20am keje tak setat lagik nie!!!
11.33am dok dengar peRfeCt10 pepagik nie cam gerek gituh. lagoO gerek all d way siak!
1.55pm
3.40pm mak aih lembab siak maser berlalu. aku penin tengok keje menimbun!!!
5.26pm fedap
11.55pm dok ngadap pc update blog... carik idea pe lagik aku nak buat kat blog aku nie...

~o~
niteZ blogby...

.pinked pencil. 11:25 AM
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Monday, October 13, 2003

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aku baru je cuci happy happy tadi siang! kena lagik! kebocoran tak ngabih2. menyusahkan ah!!!!

.pinked pencil. 5:07 PM
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apa pe suey lah aku nari. pagi gi keje cam biasa. dari smalam aku dok pikiaq pasal meeting nari. biasa ah, kalau ada meeting takley lambat. nasib baik meeting start kol 10pagi so tak rushing sangat.

tengah dok meeting tu perut aku sakit semacam. hmm nak kedatangan ah tuh. patut ah for the past few days aku asik mengunyah ajer. lepas meeting trus aku gi toilet. hai nasib, kawan baik dah mai dok! tu takpe... aku tengah bizi bersihkan skali "tup" dia jatuh pat sluar aku! nari aku dah lah monday bulus, pakai black top wif white pants, konon nak feelin pure and innocent lah, skali sluar aku ley stain plak! aduh... pening aku kejap dalam cubicle. nasib baik aku ada bawak PIGEON baby wipes, aku scrub ah, sental punyer sental, adalah dalam 10minit aku kat dalam cubicle, tapi tak ilang2 sebab kaler dah lah merah kena plak kat sluar putih. Dalam paler otak aku, aku pikir nak:-

1) pinjam keta kolig aku, balik salin;
2) suruh pimp anta sluar aku pat office sebab nari dia tak keje;
3) suruh kolig aku belikan sluar pat mana2 kedai, tapi confirm taste aku lain dari jorang;
4) sental sluar aku sampai berlobang.

uwwaaa!!! hp plak kat office, aku nak ngadu nasib ngan sapa? nak mintak pendapat plak bukannya pat toilet ada tepon! dah lah aku pakai g-string ngan *peluru berpandu*. camne aku nak kluar cubicle nie??? ah aku nekad. tadi aku pakai shawl sebab sejuk kan. ah jadik shawl tadi aku jadikan skirt sementara. style tak style, klakar tak klakar, gi mampos ah, tapi aku tau pakai apa skalipun mesti style punyer. nak idop beb, otak mesti berfungsi. aku kluar cubicle trus aku continue scrub sluar aku dengan sabun. nasib baik ilang... lepas tuh aku keringkan pat hand dryer. abis citer...

imagine lah kalau stain tu tak berganjak, wots my next step gonna be?!?!

.pinked pencil. 12:17 PM
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Saturday, October 11, 2003

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Ketuk! Ketuk! Ketuk!
"Assalamualaikum..."
"Waalaikumsalam. Nak baiki kasut ke, pak cik?"
"Begitulah kira-kiranya. Ni dia kasutnya..."
"Pak cik nak tukar tapak kasut ke?"
"Haah. Kenapa, tak boleh ke?"
"Boleh... cuma tapak yang saya ada tak padan dengan kasut pak cik ni."
"Tak padan macamana tu? Tak muat ke, macamana?"
"Muat, cuma tapi tak samalah macam tpak asal. Nampak lainlah sikit nanti."
"Pak cik tak kisah sangat pasal tu. Asal selesa dipakai sudah."
"Kalau macam tu pak cik tunggulah sekejap ya?"
"Boleh pak cik tumang duduk tak?"
"Boleh. Tapi bangku saya tak berapa bersih sangat, pak cik."
"Tak mengapa... perkara kecil je tu."

Keletuk! Keletak! Keletuk!
"Boleh saya tumpang tanya sikit tak, pak cik?"
"Apa tak boleh pulak. Hah, apa dia?"
"Saya rasa macam biasa jumpa je pak cik ni tapi..."
"Iya? Tapi mintak maaf bebanyak la.. pak cik ni payah sikit nak cam wajah orang."
"Saya pun macam tu jugak tapi bila tengok pak cik ni rasa macam pernah jumpa pulak."
"Mungkin juga. Pak cik ni sedara mara sendiri pun payah nak ingat, inikan pula orang lain."
"Saya pun sama.. tapi suara pak cik ni betul-betul macam saya biasa dengar."
"Kalau macam tu anggap sajalah kita baru kenal sebab pak cik betul-betul tak ingat."
"Terima kasih, pak cik. Saya memang suka bergaul dengan orang macam pak cik."
"Pak cik pun suka nak kenal dengan orang muda yang tak memilih kerja macam anak ni."
"Orang tak sekolah tinggi macam saya takde peluang nak memilih kerja, pak cik."
"Tak sekolah tinggi pun tak mengapa asalkan rajin cari rezeki."
"Betul jugak cakap pak cik tu."

Ketuk Ketak Ketuk!
"Pak cik kerja kat sini atau tinggal kat kawasan ni?"
"Dua-dua pun bukan. Pak cik dah pencen. Sekarang ni makan duit pencen sama hasil rumah sewa aje la."
"Banyak ke rumah sewa pak cik?"
"Ada la dalam dua tiga buah."
"Dah kira banyak tu, pak cik. Habis tu apa pak cik buat kat sini?"
"Pak cik nak cari penyewa yang sewa rumah pak cik tadi tapi takde kat rumah."
"Eh, ada ke rumah kat kawasan pejabat ni, pak cik?"
"Bukan kat sini, kat Pekeliling sana."
"Oh... apa masalah dengan penyewa yang menyewa rumah pak cik tu?"
"Biasalah nak.. sewa asyik tertangguh je memanjang."
"Dah banyak bulan ke pak, pak cik?"
"Dah nak masuk empat bulan."
"Empat bulan? Ish, pak cik ni berlembut sangat agaknya tak?"
"Pak cik tak sampai hati nak berkeras. Lagipun penyewa tu bukan senang sangat orangnya."
"Bertuah kalau saya dapat tuan rumah macam pak cik ni."
"Anak pun menyewa jugak? Kat kawasan mana?"
"Pekeliling jugak, pak cik."
"Flat yang menghadap stesen bas Pekeliling tu?"
"Ya, pak cik."
"Blok mana?"
"Blok C tingkat 9."
"Blok C tingkat 9... nombor rumah?"
"Nombor 14."
"Nombor 14.. blok C tingkat 9? Eh, tu rumah sewa pak cik!"
"Eh...?!"

Ketuk! Ketak! Ketuk!

.pinked pencil. 9:44 PM
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Thursday, October 09, 2003

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*sigh* aku nenok bLog aku, dengar lagu, sayu jer.... ish
aku nantok giler tapi nak update blog pe pasal aku masok jugak...
*pabila kau pergi jua hilang sinar obor cinta*

wots on ma mind? wot am i tinkin of? pening ah.... keje koT?? aiyoh wanna update my resume. nak carik keje, nak carik keje...

.pinked pencil. 10:14 PM
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naper ngan tetiber jer hati aku rasa tak sedap nie? kurang garam ke kurang perisa??? tak pon kurang ajar kot????
korang ingat tak matsaleh yang aku citer? baru tadi dia kol, makaih anjat aku jap. sajer je tepon aku ajak minom kopi tapi aku malas. aku takde mood ah nak jumper orang. nari hari malas aku.. malas dengan segala-galanya. ntah apa yang dimalas kan pon aku tak tau. aku penat mampos ah. poyot masih sakit, otak pon masih sot.. fedap ah. budget pon masih tak mampos mampos lagik... cam aku nak rejam jer system tuh. dah lah smalam buat hal, numbers yang aku key in sume ilang. bodoh kan! cuaca pon cam seram2 sejok. aku bosan lah!!! tolon!!!

StreSs s wen u waKe up sCreamin...
N u ReaLise u haVent fallen aSleep... at all

.pinked pencil. 4:28 PM
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i've became a serial coCkroach killer... was at da toilet wen dat damn thing flew on ma neCk. anjat maOt ako kat dalam bilik air. tapi ako telah berjaya berani kan diri.. ye betoL! ako amik sempRot pastu ako spray kasi mampoS!!! hahah tulah sapa suwoh dia kaco ako! budduh!

~o~
niteZ blogby...
i miss u

.pinked pencil. 12:20 AM
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Wednesday, October 08, 2003

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dari sinar mata mu membayang kan setulus cinta mu
antara kau dan aku berjanji kan setia slama nya
moga kan kekal abadi

kita hanya merancang tapi Tuhan yang menentukan
perpisahan terjadi tanpa diundang akan kedatangan nya
menghancurkan sebuah cinta

engkau pergi untuk selamanya aku yang terluka
apakan daya ku insan biasa tak dapat menahan nya

mengapa harus terjadi peristiwa ini
di mana kan ku cari ganti yang serupa dengan mu...

engkau pergi untuk selamanya aku yang derita
apakan daya ku insan biasa tak dapat menahan nya

mengapa harus terjadi peristiwa ini
di mana kan ku cari ganti yang serupa dengan mu...
mengapa... harus terjadi peristiwa ini
di mana kan ku cari ganti yang serupa dengan mu...
di mana...

.pinked pencil. 12:38 AM
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Tuesday, October 07, 2003

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8.25am off to werk.. managed to sleep in train. but still
9.15am reached BK. bought ma bfast. hungry ley... hmm since lunch appt was cancelled i mite s well eat bfast
10.05am start werk. start crackiN ma brain. budget budget budget...

please stay away from me befOre i snap!!!

10.54am oracle budget system down.. to be continued
11.05am tried to make changes to ma template. *sigh* tak pas pas lagik ako... budduh tol ah
11.55am
2.24pm
4.45pm budget budget budget budget
5.20pm get buSy
6.03pm am exhausted... balik tido pon canteK

Tambi asked hooker how muCh?
She says $50 on bed, $20 on sof, $10 on grass...
He hands her $50. She says, "U, man of class! 1 time on bed?"
He says, "NO, 5 times on graSs!"

.pinked pencil. 10:08 AM
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Monday, October 06, 2003

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mOrnin blogby...

juz reached office. was drizzling wen i left fer werk tis mOrnin. still it's drizzling at raffles place. got a seat in train but couldnt sleep. *siGh* wot was i tinkin of

mahL sms me earlier askin hows me. haha she tot i went MIA. was here, but u didnt realise dat. hey ur supos to call me remember???... pimp called me on d fone. am fine hun, juz feelin hungry in train. i'll grab sumtin later if i haf d time. boss said he'll be late, got to get papers fer him; brb...

settled maself neatly on ma cushioned seat. ma tummy's grOwlin fer hmm am tinkin wot to do next. papers everywer.... how to start????!!!!! cam pantat ah, bosan tol keje!

oh ya was tinkin of wot to blog while walkin to office. da pple around me make me wanna say it out. wen it comes to early mornin, wen u take da train, u can c how dey walk, rushin out of train to da escaLator, kejar apa pon ako tak tau. these pple, nak kata kena punchcard, office mana ada benda kuno ni sume??? everyone's walkin briskly, rushin, kanCioNg siak. rimas ako tengok jorang. ako pon keje tapi taklah sampai camtuh skali. marathon ke hape jorang nie??? tak pon sapa sampai first dapat hadiah??? haf dey eva wondered how dey loOk wen dey rush to werk? kadang2 jadi bahan ketawa, kadang2 membingitkan. ada yang sampai tolak2. kalao ako lah, tarik je rambot, tak pon sepeng kaki dia, kasi je jatoh golek2 abis citer. hmm or maybe dis s one of ways towards healthy lifestyle, early mOrnin caloRie burnout?? heRan ako..

aite blogby, get back to u again. gotta start werkin. enuff of da blabbering..

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10.40am boss juz came in... late
10.50am out to search fer food
11.10am back at office, got maself kwayteow goreng
11.55am trying to clear sum of ma "ancient" emails sent by frens
1.07pm am at office doin nOtin.. simply notin dat i dont know wot to write on ma blog. dats it am out fer

geT uR horoscope

Cancer Horoscope
Sun Oct. 5, 2003 by Astrocenter.com
It could be that you are feeling a bit of pressure today to start or create something that you aren't quite ready for, dear Cancer. There is hesitation on your part that indicates you should take it slowly and learn more of the facts before you jump headfirst into the pot of boiling water. Position yourself in such a way that allows you to take control of the situation instead of becoming a victim of it.

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2.47pm ran out of ciggies. no sampoerna at da mama shop so no choice, got maself salem... yuCks. been years since i took dat. am feelin feveRish now...
3.10pm budget budget budget budget
4.30pm budget budget budget budget
5.25pm dats it! am out fer i feel soooooo sick
6.20pm gettin ready

.pinked pencil. 9:19 AM
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.her faculty for composing words of wisdom.

put da faRkin miC on a wet blue mOnday morning...

.pinked pencil. 7:57 AM
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Sunday, October 05, 2003

.her faculty for composing words of wisdom.

to love sum1 is to understand
to love sum1 is to sacrifice
to love sum1 is to trust
and to love sum1 is not an easy thing to do in life...

fer years we've been together, ups and downs we went thru, every single bit striving hard to save tis relationship.. holding hand in hand neva wanna be apart.
a simple mistake can lead up to a big fight, still ders no understanding between us. it's easy to forgive but it's always d hardest part to forget. learn to leave the past behind, and you'll achieve a better comitment between your loved ones.
arguments won't solve anitin. it's best to sit and talk wen d time s right.
neva did i regret to know u all along, cos i know we'll soon end up to be together.. forever..

d miracle dat happened was an eye-opener; all d pain dat i went thru was a blessing in disguise. maybe it's written dat way. d more i tried to forget u, d more i come running back to u, only to realise dat u r a part of my life. i sacrificed to make u mine and only mine forever, hoping d day would come soon... but sumtimes u juz cant see dat in ur eyes...

u may feel dat ur not d perfeCt one fer me... u may feel dat u didnt try hard enuff to make me happy... but d confidence in u makes me love u more, only He knows how i feel. i may keep shut at times, but dat doesnt mean i hated you. sum things r betta left unsaid, always tell dat to maself. tried to move on but sum things stopped me from doing so. is dis wot u call love? it's neva easy to brush off sumtin dat u've hold on fer so long. maybe we dont see things eye to eye but we feel d need fer each other.

i've put ma trust on u all dis while, so dont eva betray dat trust... dont eva bring me down again cos it'll only hurt me. ur ma only hope and help me bring dis dream come true. am still holdin on to ur words hun, dont make me wait too long...

it's neva enuff to please sum1. haf faith, neva gif up, and u'll see... every failure in life lies a success, and every patience u've sacrificed fer, pays off d waiting... i've wOn d victory but d war's not over yet...

if only u'd understand wot i really want...

.pinked pencil. 10:32 PM
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.her faculty for composing words of wisdom.

dalam keheningan desiran sang bayu
ombak keresahan di bawak bulan nan sayu
bahtera cinta mu menghembus nafas rindu
melayari ke alam percintaan dua insan

di dalam renungan apa erti cinta
ku terperangkap di dalam manisan kata mu
pabila kau pergi jua hilang sinar obor cinta
cahaya cinta mulia kini tinggal sisa asmara

diri ini masih tercari-cari jawapan
mengapa harus terjadi perpisahan pergolakkan
tak ku duga kini api cinta yang membara
kan kedinginan kehampaan tanpa diri mu

resah ku menunggu jawapan dari mu
apakah dosa ku kau sisih bagai hempedu emm..
lilitan asmara bagai dihiris duka
rahsia di belenggu terhanyut di puncak rindu...

ngah seDey sangat sangat niH...

.pinked pencil. 8:31 PM
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Friday, October 03, 2003

.her faculty for composing words of wisdom.

8.20am out to werk
9.05am reached office
10.10am plan fer tomorrow's gathering... yippieeeeeee
11.15am out to buy foOd.. am hunGry
12.40pm painted ma naiLs...
2.07pm met ma bOss downstairs. he's on leave, damN! gotta paSs his chequebook

.pinked pencil. 11:56 AM
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Wednesday, October 01, 2003

.her faculty for composing words of wisdom.

8.20am out to werk
8.35am boarded d train, catch a seat but couldnt sleep
9.17am reached office... *yawns* poyot ako sakit lagik... cam siak ah

i maY not be a cLock dat may SMS oR call u 24hrs a day
but my heaRt will b like a cLock dat will nOt stop caring
& saying daT u r rememBereD eaCh daY

.pinked pencil. 9:23 AM
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.shay annaxon.
crab sign who is barely 18
emotional attitude mood-swinger bitch
ranked a crazy vain pot
in lovenest wif her pimp
whose dotes on family
topped off a pampered daughter
~married but available~


.myths.
impressions that last will be loved
women's best tears are diamonds
shopping has always been a passion
aromatherapy soothes the mind
beauty never fails a digital camera
pink is out-of-fashion
rock never dies

~denotes the butterfly effect~

~shared confessions~

aiman|| aishah|| ann|| arieS|| cikinaT|| crab|| crabJR|| deeanna|| dubbie|| dwan|| esque|| fad|| ggi|| iszzie|| janesquire|| jenny|| lezzie|| mat lanon|| mie|| ninie|| nouf|| peachy|| pinkphat|| pinkyrin|| rbw|| ska|| sue|| sugababe|| twinkz|| yatikus||

.current mode.

.current flavor.

.current prints.

.her gallery. raya haji 2006 countdown fisherman's village yok jalan raya aidilfitri morning jog weddings yanz's chalet mini race bintan chicken run bday peeps mothers' day changi beach kempas 210105 liza's wedding boogie nite motor race raya 2004 deeparaya balik kampong sungei buloh johore bahru reunion dinner private partee may day ladies nite festival layang2 alin's bday new year 2004 anik's engagement yahoo album