Friday, October 29, 2004
.her faculty for composing words of wisdom.
ma hair's dropping.. balding;
ma skin's peeling.. drying;
i need anti-aging serum badly.
worst still, i didnt get da post. well dat adds on to it.
am all flaked out.
"Numb" - Linkin Park
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
**
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
**
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take
**
And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
**
.pinked pencil.
11:25 AM
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Wednesday, October 27, 2004
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i was busy scrubbing ma feet wif lotion wen he called me in. sheesh! initially he was out fer mtg, i didnt notice his presence tho.. i got startled. fuck! he sux! pig!
ok am out of here, to find peace.
.pinked pencil.
5:27 PM
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.her faculty for composing words of wisdom.
morning *yawns*
towkay called, asking abt his mails. we chatted fer a while, and he asked me out fer lunch after
raya. he mentioned
briyani, so i guess he's craving fer it.
aku laparrrr!!!
i juz remembered. wot was
"classy chic" all abt?
it's not only a matter of being creditable.. capability wise, u dont fit. a touch of prominence and quality. haf u got wot it takes? now u tell me..
i beg to differ pls.
.pinked pencil.
9:14 AM
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Tuesday, October 26, 2004
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sar suggested i do an inventory list fer ma perfumes. so here goes..
1. Green Tea - Elizabeth Arden
2. Forever Elizabeth - Elizabeth Taylor
3. Island Kiss - Escada
4. CK One - Calvin Klein
5. Eternity - Calvin Klein
6. Eternity Purple Orchid - Calvin Klein
7. Coco - Chanel
8. Intuition - Estee Lauder
9. Safari - Ralph Lauren
10. BCBGirls - BCBGMaxazria
waiting fer auction :
1. Miracle - Lancome
2. Allure - Chanel
nex inline shopping, shoes, shoes and more bags. or shld i expand ma wardrobe???
.pinked pencil.
9:10 AM
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Monday, October 25, 2004
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ma weekend? got
burn juz like dat. was at hospital on sat wif family. pa had to werk at nite, so at 8pm da 3 of us went to
tekka.
wot else.. to shop lar!
not raya but deepavali mood
grandma's discharged. she's home resting.
it's monday.. uuhhhh
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10:26 AM
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Thursday, October 21, 2004
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da reason i blog is to blurt..
::.
sum things to share.::
ma new bloo bikz
wot we did at class today
we left early tho..
and after we got to know our economics results, dis was wot we did..
"
retail therapy" ~ it's another term fer
marketing..
by Samuel & Kevin
see i told ya i live to shop.
i still couldnt believe ma eyes.. and now we shall wait fer our FA results.. patience!!
kaaching!
say kon-grah-tu-ley-sion!!!
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10:26 PM
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Tuesday, October 19, 2004
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i had a hard time waking up dis morning. den i remembered his face. *puke* such a turnoff! i was early, well he was earlier. pig!
i kinda look fw more to lunch break shopping; all by maself.
ended up buying 1 bra set, 1 black bra umm and 1 2pc bikini. tsk tsk tsk. i asked, how much? his reply was "entah".
*shake head, shake leg, shake bonbon*
i went fer da interview and i enjoyed da mtg.
am hoping so badly dat i'll get da job!
kriss-kross!!
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3:28 PM
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Monday, October 18, 2004
.her faculty for composing words of wisdom.
today i feel
japanese..
had chix karaage set meal fer umm.. and sushi too!
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11:10 PM
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Sunday, October 17, 2004
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and da author begins to scribble..
u tink i choose to be quiet wen ders actually a hit behind da scene? history was written along da storyline, treated wif no respect. till den, i wun put to sleep.
and u call dis a fairgame??? let it repeat and prepare fer trauma. i haf ma limits too, excuse moi.
its not purely coincidental,
its an act wif purpose and
its extinguishable. be it win or lose, i stand wif ma own feet.
am i?
mark ma words. am a modern classy attitude piece of sweet choco honey pie. u betta love it!
.pinked pencil.
9:24 PM
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Saturday, October 16, 2004
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i wanted to.. but i couldnt..
didnt haf much time..
i will wen da time is rite..
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1:25 PM
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Thursday, October 14, 2004
.her faculty for composing words of wisdom.
sick people are prone to be misty..
selagi aku mampu berdiri
selagi aku mampu bergerak
selagi aku mampu berjalan
selagi itu lah aku mampu berfikir
~seindah tutur kata.. seperit jiwa dihiris~
mampukah kau
menafsirkan mentafsirkan?
aku kalau dah bebual mayu dah tak guna tau. ikotkan hati mau aje aku hempas computer nie. buat apa ada blog kalau tak cakap kan. ah cakap! jangan tak cakap! dah bagos aku tak sepak ko pe kepala! ada kang bisu nanti! bodoh!
it's best dat i resort to Plan A.
juz bcos someone doesnt love u da way u want dem to, doesnt mean dey dont love u wif all dey haf. and u know wot?! i tink it's crap...
and as fer Plan B.
i hate to tell maself not to try so hard, da best things come wen u least expect dem to. aahhhh dis is double crap!!
go to Plan C? ya, i tink so.
pui!
why am i whining wen no one listens???
sick no sick, it's equally blunt.
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7:10 PM
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.her faculty for composing words of wisdom.
you called me kaypoh after so long..??? wers ma rights?
i tucked along; abruptly.
pui pui pui pui pui pui pui pui pui pui pui pui pui pui
am da sick one so all da attention shud be on me me me me me me!
dont make me screech fer nothing!
.pinked pencil.
11:15 AM
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Wednesday, October 13, 2004
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did i say dat i miss u? did u hear me saying dat? really..
haf i not told u, did u knoe? wat was dat exactly all about?
haf u even tried? did u ever knoe? haf u tot of it?
why am i still here anyway.. u never knoe..
~masih ada perasaan yang tak menentu di hati~
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1:34 AM
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Tuesday, October 12, 2004
.her faculty for composing words of wisdom.
shay's on MC fer 2 days.
~brb~
has no one told you she's not breathing? hello
i'm your mind giving you someone to talk to.. hello
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9:52 PM
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Monday, October 11, 2004
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i had a mug of panadol cold & flu hot remedy.. soothing comforting relief from early cold & flu..
it's making me sleepy. and i tot it's supposed to be
non-drowsy???
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2:55 PM
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.her faculty for composing words of wisdom.
finally i got wot i wanted.. thanx so much hunny!
but how come i still miss you ley? hmm...
wots fer lunch?
and unc, all i want is ma steelheart CD back!!! uuwaaaaa!!!
~somehow or rather, i feel hurt, sumwer..~
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10:40 AM
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Friday, October 08, 2004
.her faculty for composing words of wisdom.
one of da consultants he engaged is so cute.. his eyes are blue.. tsk tsk tsk..
well today's their last day of service here and pig make it as if their departure's a grief!! i heard all their conversations, it's like attending a wake! puhleaseeee..
*puke*
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2:53 PM
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Thursday, October 07, 2004
.her faculty for composing words of wisdom.
i got to sit fer a test later and i haf not even started revising.
help!!!
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5:54 PM
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Wednesday, October 06, 2004
.her faculty for composing words of wisdom.
moi lez, u were rite.. i didnt manage to get ma bands. *mulotz masin* chOy!!!
mahl, thanx fer tuning in. sorry ders no mos, but got KFC.. muehehehe
sar.. fer da companion and TLC.
am immuned yet tranquilled. do you?
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10:22 PM
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Tuesday, October 05, 2004
.her faculty for composing words of wisdom.
rite.. a pig will always be a pig!
he cant turn into a
toad tapir, can he?
i mean, do you?
..one of his family members..
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9:09 AM
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Sunday, October 03, 2004
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d&d was good. actually i forced maself to attend; since i've registered maself earlier and due to reputation sake... well i didnt dress up fer da evening. da gala was held together with m'sia side, via videoconf. first time eva! kewl!
fashion statement : retro chick
inspirational idol : betty boo
as usual he was late; reason being.. traffic's a killa!
food, can do..
met up wif lotsa peepz. sum koligs, sum frenz, even scandals and ex-beau.
i spent most of da time loitering at da loading bay. wot do you expect, it was fucken boring!
oh ya pig left early. "i've to do budget".. FUCK YOU!
da whole event ended midnite.. left home, shagged.
sar, i rarely see you up to da max. anyway ya rawk gerl! neX time pls dont gulp your beer!
.pinked pencil.
1:55 PM
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Friday, October 01, 2004
.her faculty for composing words of wisdom.
why quit wen we havent even started?
..and so i walk to try to get away
knowing dat someday i'll finally haf to face
da fear dat will come from knowing dat
da one thing i had left was you
and now you're gone..
i hate it wen he calls me early morning
i hate it wen he calls me after lunch
i hate it wen he calls me before home'ing
i hate it! i hate it! i hate it!
haf u heard of da "malay temple"?
~da power of assumptions~
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9:53 PM
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